Thursday, January 1, 2009

the beginning again.

So I don't think that 2009 can be any worse then 2008. Really, the only thing worse then dealing with a sibling who is undergoing an eating disorder, having a fellow volunteer from Camp Good Days pass away, dealing with rivalry between my roommate and I and having my brother die is... well, nothing. I'm looking into this year with as much positivity as I have left within me. Here are some, well, resolutions you can say I've come up with:

1) Lose 10 pounds (I've already been working out practically every day)
2) Finish writing my book
3) Watch Matt's favorite movies, read his favorite books and live the way he did
4) Get scholarship(s) for Keuka College
5) Touch someones life

I can't promise myself or anyone anything, but I know I have to live life the way Matt would have wanted me to. I need to do what I believe is right and stand up for myself. I need to work hard at everything I do to the point where I'm absolutely content. I need to laugh more then cry and smile more then frown. Why? Because that's the way Matt would have wanted it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

touch someONE life? you've already touched so many people's lives... including me. Jenny you are an amazing person,and stonger than you think. :)