It's occured to me that you will never change. It's also occured to me that you choose what you find to be of most importance in your life - work. Work before friends. Work before others. Work before your daughter. No matter what the circumstance may be, it's always your career (the 3 or 4 that you have) before the 4 children that have waited years to see you alter into the father you need to become. We need you. More then life itself. Life without a father figure creates insecurities that can never be explained. It creates actions that no one else can regret but the person regretting them. It creates emotions that steer people in the opposite direction of love. Trust. Life.
If only you knew how much you have hurt me and crushed my heart and soul. You will never know. Why? Because you only care about what is best for you. And at this moment - it is not your family. It's work.
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